On 26 Mar, 08:42, Meta wrote:
> On Mar 25, 9:57=A0pm, MI5.Vic...@privacy.net wrote:
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> > On Wed, 26 Mar 2008 07:16:20 +0000, sn...@spambin.fsnet.co.uk (Sn!pe)
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> > >> Yesterday there was no mindcontrol
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> > >Hang on to those days, Mike.
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> > >It's apparent that you're still going through hell, Mike. I don't
> > >suppose this will help, but you can escape the torture by simply
> > >admitting to yourself that it isn't real, it's all in your head.
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> > >Psychosis-wise, I've been somewhere near where you seem to be now.
> > >In my case it all turned out to be my fevered imagination; it can be
> > >like that for you too, if you want it.
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> > currently 07:35 26/03/2008
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> > Last night (or this morning) between midnight and 2am two voices from
> > MI5 mindcontrol talked to me continuously for two hours, the OEP and
> > the more
> > intelligent voice which has sometimes appeared but rarely. I don't
> > really know what their purpose was. They weren't too abusive; they
> > threatened to
> > abuse my dead father who passed away ten years ago, but they did not
> > actually abuse him in the way they had been doing strongly in 2005.
> > This is
> > the first time in many months that I have had an actual conversation
> > with them, because they usually use mindreading to annoy me, and
> > formulaic
> > phrases, because they're a little bit lazy and the OEP is rather
> > stupid. I didn't make any contemporaneous notes because I thought they
> > might
> > actually have something constructive to offer me and I wished to
> > encourage them to make an offer to leave me alone, but they made no
> > such offer.
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> > I asked them what they wanted to make them go away, and they couldn't
> > really answer. They said "leave us alone, leave MI5 alone" a few
> > times,
> > but that sounded a tired lie. I think they wanted to make a deal which
> > they could then break just as in 2005 but they knew I wouldn't accept
> > it,
> > so they made no deal. I told them I wanted to meet them in real life
> > to settle our problems, and they made clear they would not do that,
> > because it
> > would reveal that they actually existed and the mindcontrol was real.
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> > Essentially they earned their hourly wage for two hours and wasted my
> > time until 2am at which point the pills kicked in and I went to sleep.
> > However this is the first time since 2005 that we have had such a
> > conversation, and I don't really know what they were planning to
> > achieve.
> > I won't "leave them alone" as they put it without a real world meeting
> > and they are merely earning their hourly rate and wasting my time.
> > I think they're afraid I might take them to court and the court might
> > actually ask them questions, although with the corruption of the
> > English
> > legal system I wouldn't place too many chances on that happening.
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> > They also confirmed they were doing much worse things to other people.
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> Mike, I kicked the sleeping pills cold turkey when I ran out of
> money. =A0Being poor has it's advantages. =A0I have money now (a little)
> but no longer need or desire sleeping pills - which means there is
> hope for you too. =A0I actually love to sleep and have no problem
> falling asleep anymore, but here's the catch - you need to TURN OFF
> your brain in order to do it. =A0Screw mind control, Mike, they're not
> worth it - you're better than them. =A0They're just wasting your bloody
> time that could be spent on more productive things. =A0Do you like to
> read? =A0I find reading cases to be quite relaxing. =A0Just find something=
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Meta, would you consider giving Mike therapy to reaffirm his
masculinity, to compensate him for the toxic shame his mother put into
him? You would not be betraying your husband, as you would be acting
purely in your professional capacity as Mike's therapist. Words from a
therapist don't really have any effect on a patient such as Mike, but
if you give him your *Masculinity Reaffirmation Therapy* by massaging
his scrotum and fondling his testicles between your fingers for
several minutes, looking lovingly into Mike's eyes, in your
professional capacity as his therapist, to reaffirm his masculinity
and to correct the toxic shame his mother put into him regarding his
testicles...... also stroke his anus gently with your finger, while
looking into his eyes, to dissipate the toxic shame his mother put
into him regarding his anus..... I think this would work wonders for
Mike, and he might shut up and direct his energies and his
considerable talents into constructive channels. |